Mossy I understand what you mean it's just that even now I feel like I have to keep defending myself because *she* HAS done so much damage to my reputation. To the point I almost considered packing it all in about a month ago. So I took a mini break and had to weigh if this was all worth it. And you know what? IT IS. Dirk has alot more coming and ALOT more to say, and I really want to be there to share it with everybody.
*I* want to have fun. *I* want to be educated. *I* want the freedom to act, be, silly if I want to, without reprocussions.
I want people to get to know *me*, not what they've *heard* about me from some $%^&.....argh!