Oh, so sorry about your nan. But you're right - if she was unhappy and in pain... And you know, when people get to a certain point in life, they're ready for it, really. It's not a death wish or anything like that, but they're... well, ready for it. When my cousin died two years ago, she had time to plan her funeral and was very matter of fact about it all. She did what she could to fight the cancer, but then it was "Okay, this is what's going to happen, so let's do it right.". I know that I'm ready for it - well, other than wanting to get the yard and house taken care of :p But with my son well on his way, and nobody really depending on me for anything, there really isn't anything holding me here.

Ach! Off on another tangent...